Good lord this site needs freaking updated! Things have changed since I last wrote here almost two years ago. I've gotten
bad about not updating, I was wanting to finish adding pictures before I did any major changes but it looks like I need to
change this first.
This was going to be my introduction / biography page where I told you my life's story and everything that’s happened
but I decide I wouldn’t until I’ve moved out of the house. Writing some of that stuff and letting people know
about it would cause some problems ‘round here and there's still things that I'll never tell you or tell anyone.
To quote what was once here 'This is a site I made for me. Not for anyone or anything. This is my place to be greedy and
I am going to be since I try to stay away from it in reality. This is were I vent, rage, and uncover. This is the place that
I am most vulnerable. This is me bearing my soul to the world. Don’t break it. I want to do this but I'll tell you it
completely scares me. Its not easy to talk about my life. I haven’t had an easy one. But I am going to tell you it.
I express it here because I work better on paper. Been working on paper for along time. My point is I am going to express
every inch of me here so tread lightly, you walk on my dreams.'
Now its probably best to start with the basics. I was born April 26, 1988 in Iowa were I've lived my whole life. Writing
and music are my first loves. I also love my friends. They're one of the few things I have left to hold on to before I fall
and they'll be there to catch me when I do. We take bullets for each other and we don’t hesitate.
I love to write: books, screenplays, songs, poetry, you name it. I work a lot on my computer and love being a webmistress
even though I've been neglecting my own. I also do computer graphics as you'll see in the Black Rose section. I paint, draw,
ect; I love making music videos and have considered doing some directing. I also act and reenact. I love reenacting more because
I love improvisation and wild things happen.
Physically I have auburn hair, blue grey eyes, and pale white skin dusted with freckles. I stand at about 5'1.5" and weight
almost 110 lbs. I have a birth mark on my right arm and 3 main scars on my stomach. I’m waiting to see how much my new
ones fade before I tell you about my other newer ones.
Family wise my parents are still together but my mom is always off and on about divorcing my dad. I have one younger sister,
Rachael. Our personalities are like night and day so you can imagine the drama
I was born and raised Catholic but I've fallen from grace. Lets put it this way God and I have 'issues.' I'd prefer to
be an atheist but being catholic for most my life I still make references to God.
I’m a hopeless romantic I'd like a guy that’s always got something on his mind other than what’s in his
pants. One that’s respectful and faithful and wants only one girl. I want someone I can have intelligent conversations
with and one that’s willing to talk about something more than the weather. A guy that’s serious but knows how
to laugh yet doesn’t act like a little boy. I know my standards seem impossibly high but can you blame me? At least
I know what I want. :b
One thing I want is to move out to California and go to college there. I was thinking UCLA but someone made me realize
I need to attend a college focused more on my talents than the campus life. I’m not sure what I want to major in yet
because I’m not sure how far each of my creative talents will take me. I’d like to take them all to the max.
Well that’s all I can think to put on here for now come back in a couple years and you may get that story you we're
looking for.
